I've realized that these last few posts have all been rather morbid or depressing. I think as the chemo wears on the "cumulative toxicity" of the chemo drugs has finally worn on me. Months of feeling like crap, between surgery, pain from surgery, and chemo has finally made me made me a bit depressed. Normal, I would assume after all this medically sanctioned battery.
If I felt this bad after a bar brawl I would sue. Or call Inger, Laura and Margot to beat them up. but it's not really culturally acceptable to beat up your surgeon and oncologist. Besides, if the cancer comes back I would need them around. Oh well. Sigh.
Anyway, I guess I just want to apologize in advance for being a bit of a downer and a grump for the next 6 weeks. And if you ask me how I am I might just tell you the truth, so be warned, mateys.
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Hi Megan,
You're allowed to be pissed off, bad tempered and depressed. Duh. Last year, when I was undergoing chemo, I was all of those things, and then some (likely due to the wretched steroids). In fact, scientific evidence has shown that it is sometimes detrimental for people to feel that they have to maintain a positive attitude all of the freaking time.
I've been reading your email for a few weeks now and am very impressed with your honest attitude. Keep on telling the truth.
Monique
I agree with Monique. I am a recently-resected rectal cancer guy, and chemo is next for me. Had a scare earlier this week with a partial small bowel obstruction, but that too is past and I'm on soft foods now. But I feel oddly irritable at times, even with my lovely 8 yo daughter and my wife. So I say go with the flow and be unusual and non-bouncy every so often. That's part of you too.
Ed
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